Falling for you

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hello
I'm back after a moment leaving my blog as dead grave
anyway happy new year two-o-twelve to you you and you! :D 
and I would like to tell you that ...........
I accidentally fall in love with someone, the feeling just popped out in sudden after I heard a news from my friend.
well, we are friend, I know him from an event last year, precisely on September
yeah last time I ever fell, but I let go that feeling cause it seemed so hopeless cause I don't have any medium to communicate with him
yes, he is a very caring person,  that's the main reason why I fell, and he got an 'okay' face not considered as ugly nor handsome haha
he's a low-profiled guy, he has a unique,bass,loud voice.........
I can't tell who this guy is, cause if you know it you might say: WOOT??!!
I don't even tell my best friends, no one know about this thing except me and GOD 
I love it when he held my hands when I need help, when he accidentally hit my head with a stupid thing and wiped my head, when me and him were so closed together, when I lay on his back, omg that moment was so lovely and I really feel regret of not doing one thing on last December!  its extremely true that:
"regrets always come late" 
YES! its way too late, and just if I did that one thing maybe there's a little hope for me and him (:

Umm...
I think its really hopeless for me and him to be together, we seldom meet each other and also we chat rarely
and I guess he doesn't even ever notice me ):
yeah. again time to let go this feeling cause I know me and you is the biggest impossible thing ever happened!

So,
what ever has happened, happened, just let it flow, never expect too much, cause you know expectation's often hurts 
I'll try my best to forget you and get a life (: tho it might be a lil bit hard for me
I just hope that you'll be happy over there with someone else *maybe  and i'll get my part too hehe
keep that lovely-bubbly-face  , cause I love it a lot to see your smile at bbm's display picture, even I just can see your smile through picture <3 I LIKE YOU so daymn much!!
I hope you know it dear Mr you ):
If God's kind, maybe He'll let us be together someday!
cheer up silboo this is not the end :p 

ttyl,
goodnight :')
   ps: no pics for today. ga to the lau *o*
fallin' for you by colbie caillat really fits me and my feeling now
*BIG SIGH* 

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