Pretending

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Bello to my blog readers!

I know this is kind of insane because its 3am right now and I cannot fall asleep so I decided to write this post. Umm, yeah as you know I haven't been posting anything since the last time I told you that I've broken up with my bf and now just to let you all know I've been fine, feeling good with my friends and families though sometimes there happened some misunderstandings, but so far everything is well and fine for me.

 But now everything is different, the situation the atmosphere HAHAHA 
Now I'm a on my way to be a lady not a girl anymore, I realized how time has flown so fast and I'm not that little chick anymore who loves candies and snacks so much that she refuses to share even a quarter part of it to her own siblings. Funny huh?? And tbh I'm really having a serious problem in searching for jobs! I'm quite frustrated now, cause I haven't had a good finances recently, and I'm like needing job so much but I haven't got any, PLUS I'm so boring at home got nothing to do, I mean like just helping my mom by selling noodles oh come on I need a real job!! I really want to grow up as an indipendent lady and be responsible on my stuffs! 

 Well forget about those stuffs for a second and let's focus on myself, I found that its hard for me to fall asleep almost every night. Idk since when and why, even on the day when I was lacked of sleep, in the night I also find that it's hard to fall asleep and I don't know WHYYYYY. Is that because I over think ?? 

 Andddd yeah sometimes I miss my ex, I miss his presence but I don't love him anymore, it's just the feeling of missing to be cared and loved and feel comfort, not that I want him back. O you could probably say that I'm kind of feeling lonely maybe?? 
Hehehe that's ridiculous!!

 Anyways happy Eid Al-Fitr for those who celebrates it, and FYI I will start my uni life on this September, actually I'm not interested at all but it sounds better rather than staying at home, at least I can meet some friends make friends or whatever do silly things like I used to do at school times maybe haha.

 I guess it's time for me to end this superb long post, I think your eyes must have been tired for reading such a stupidoo post like this! Hihihi.. :D

Good mornight [morning/night] I can't decide any, LOL!
silboo,
xx {much lovessss!}

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